Do you ever get delusional, and I mean totally delusional about someone? I have these fantastic little fantasies I play out in my head all the time. I will start thinking of a crush and I can start picturing long, deep, moving talks that lead deep into the night. I can picture making dinner for him and seeing him smile in appreciation. I can totally see our wedding and in my head. The ring, the dress, the guests and our first song; "At Last" by Etta James.
It's so perfect in my head. He loves me as much as I love him. We gallivant off to our honeymoon in Greece and have a wonderful time!
Ok, I really don't get that far in my head. But it is pretty detailed and never boring. Daydreaming I guess. At night or during the day. Not just my current crush either. Different people, different situations. I imaging running into my arch-nemesis and totally have something brilliant and witty and cutting before I sock her ugly ass face.
Now let me clarify to all of you, I am a person that finds something to compliment about most people I see. Shoes, handbag, shirt, make-up, hair..... something! And I hold doors open for folks, help little old ladies by taking their cart to the cart corral. I say "excuse me," and "please," and "thank you." But this girls heart makes her ugly. Well, her heart and her face. But her mouth is on that ugly ass face and man does she run it!
So yeah, I imagine situations about running into *over* her or maybe into Chari. My used-to-be-best-friend. I won't hit her, but I would love to have something totally clever and dazzling to say to her! I am a witty girl. It's in there a lot of the times. But sometimes I am at a complete loss.
I will get so detailed about these run-ins that it's a little scary sometimes!
And I don't just think up these fantasies at night or when I am board. I do it all the time! I can be talking to someone or driving and listening to my iPod. I could be running or cooking. I do it all the time. Maybe I'm a little crazy. "We all go a little mad sometimes."
I guess it is a talent/curse kind of thing. It can entertain me for hours but I always wonder which parts are true in the end. Rather which parts COULD become true. Guess it gives me something to think about right?
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